Am I occupied Hearing her word, considering her expression, eventually hold back goes out sentence: “Knew.when is later, I am being held in both hands thisdomestic recipesentered a lavatory, sit on closestool to watch fish of braise in soy sauce, shallot mixes bean curd, steamed chop a kind simple recipe, till wanted on the telephone noise, I am subliminal ground provision is gone to receive report, but I discover I am honest is to stand not to rise, left leg pins and needles, this should be a very important telephone call, it is I cannot be received only listen, ring of this kind of midnight begins to become harsh, all look approximately to finally, promise me to be used please see this term, in my life of 27.5 years old, first time experience arrives to read this statement is to be on the closestool of an insipid night actually, one naked of the man all look even if so common and speak meet with toward accurate meeting person be laughing and playing, I all see the ground look at below one dish, the potato that all looks burns beef, I love this world that all views.
Love was missed cannot redeem, spoken parts in an opera isthe melon that twists by force is not sweet. I once had been envisaged marry with her, have a house next, two people want the child for otherwise constantly, otherwise wants a car, classical music can be put when having a meal such a few things quarrel next become reconciled, cold war after that become reconciled, culminating become two old guy to giving aid to die toward early or late. But begin from now, I am the following the life will be changed, can turn what appearance into appearance, I still have not enough time to envisage, unless one of these day, another woman was arranged for me again above, who can expect again, this world does not have prophet, have crammer only. On August 13, 2000, weather is very good, I am carrying large travel bag to go out, preliminary upgrade sea visits mother, I made a telephone call to mom before, say to want to go out travel for some time, let her be not gone to call in the home, she says: “You were lovelorn!the only reason with the harmonious from beginning to end impact that I consider to this is I and mom probably, admittedly, I let very impatient when she says this word.